I wonder. There are few times in life that things change drastically in an instant, a moment so brief that the brain can’t comprehend a logical path from before to the after. Even looking back, I feel… distant from it.
What can I do? Especially if the change initially seems like its for the worse. Well.. it’s mental chaos for the most part.
Looking back… regrets and the “shoulda, woulda, coulda’s”
Looking forward… indecision, hesitation, frustration.
Staying here… just running blind, ignorant.
sigh. poopy times ahead.
